Aahhhhh....

This morning I woke with complete peace.

This is huge.

I have been battling with so many emotions since the miscarriage.  So many.  I didn't think "normal" would return, ever.  I've worried about everything.  Stressed about so much.  Cried more than I'd like to admit.  What would "normal" feel like???

I don't think I can even call this normal.  This is peace.  What does peace feel like?  All I can say is it feels like happy.  Like joy and excitement.  Like the truest form of myself.

I have had fleeting moments like this in my life.  Looking forward to a special occasion, or watching my children.  Having proud wife/mother moments can generate this feeling.

This is different.  This is nothing "special" around the corner.  Just me.  Just so happy and so thankful and so much bliss in my life.

Thank you to all who have been there as a shoulder to cry on and your prayer time.  My family and friends are so, so special.  You are all a blessing.

I feel so much joy and I want you all to know you have been instrumental in that!

Blessings, Love & Laughter~
abby